DarkAngelQuarantine

Silent i slip in to this darkness called sleep, My mind clouded so much it's hard to speak, Never knowing if I will wake, My eyes again open to an unknown fate; What's left of a heart uncertain how to process, A void constantly growing, no room for access, Shattered are the memories from this world bathed in light, Only my memories thrive in darkness away from sight; My mind constantly racing never stopping to rest, Parts of me breaking as if some kind of test, This world fades back to dark so all can start anew, To begin the cycle of all we've been through; Twilight comes when the light finally falls, Darkness slowly knocking on o

As i sit here alone again, i find myself broken once more. I'm in a generation that does not understand, they only judge people. A generation so jaded they don't care about any but themselves. As i strive to be better than i am I'm reminded that i am nothing; nothing of worth cared for by so few.....if any at all. It's funny almost how people continue to put on airs around me pretending to be friendly when how they really feel shows in their faces, in their actions,  and from their words. Reading people is so easy as time goes on ever more.  I can see everyone's disdain for me when most of them are no better than i. I have no place I belong r

I think about you and my heart tightens, Seeing something you love makes it sting, This feeling of emptiness now heightens, Only made worse by the sight of a Blue Box Ring; I miss you now more than ever, A feeling i didn't want to feel even till now eats away, Emotions i thought i could sever, My thoughts of you are here to stay; The heart i gave to you i can't really get back, An angel you gave to me still lay in it's place, All my love for things covered in cracks, A growing whole filling with nothing but space; I wish to cherish you once more, Though as of now i have to take a hint, Having lost you hurting my core, I want y